Wednesday, January 26, 2011

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Calesitas.

All final, to be operative, must be explicit , kept telling me how to order to convince me that I had to see Rachel and tell her goodbye. The name and always a little walk to avoid the encounter. I can not. Look, if you find Sebas. I have to go to the gynecologist. Oops just managed to go to hairdressing. Today out shopping with the girls. Sorry, fat, I have check the house a mess and felt sort.

Six calls later saying "come on, hacete a while, it is important," he agreed. Perhaps he lacked imagination to invent another excuse, maybe he was embarrassed for my insistence. He who does not cry, no mother, my grandmother always says accent basement.

went to a downtown cafe. not work vanilla tea, sentenced the girl. Café in the middle, turns of the spoon to stir not only to calm the nerves, I said with words trying to be sweet as vanilla, to get a friend, I would not be more that I did wrong view , that if he was asking me for help I will give, but the only one who benefits is to it, I understand, not angry, etc.

Words are limited to a dismissal. There is always a percentage of rejection at the farewell. I actually prefer Rachel to stay and be my partner, but I had another farewell. My grandparents came from Italy when they were happy not to feel uprooted, do not leave yours, but neither were they then hunger should opt for the dismissal. My father did not want to see how abusive my mother, but did not want to suffer a divorce, then compared pain and opted for dismissal. A déjà vu makes me a wanker. If this was already talked about, if you took a decision, if I know the whole thing, why is that is spinning me now?

And it was the first fired. Rachel was a series of farewells. Rachel, I told you I did it badly, I told you to go and just closed a door shut, you did not go really obvious that you stay in my heart (yes, I can be corny) but always came back and which does not close the door I, ("I live in revolving doors that do not lead me anywhere?). And I need to close the door and put many obstacles as paranoid. Hey, for once I ask you not to cry. Ok, I mourn not bad for you but it makes me cry poor to me. Take a napkin. Waiting I go to the bathroom . Well, I hope.

Farewell overflowed me. I left unconscious victim like a knockout. I altered the language as if you have a disability. I created guilt that I belonged and gave many turns in my head. Rachel, first pages of the book, hope it is the best novel of the story, fearing that only well written the first leaves. Rachel, if you like little poems happen to you. I copied some of my favorite book on a napkin while you were in the bathroom. No, no, read it later, do as the movies. Maybe save a lot of time and see old lady and the role is about and that will get rid of more than nostalgia.

"(...) I love that haunts me your bridges because a bridge does not stand on one side, Wright and Le Corbusier never going to make a bridge supported on one side (... ) "

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

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Basta.


Five days after coming to home crying, I called his cell phone. told me no, wrong and cut, a sign that she was with her husband. The next day, two hours later than the last, I called. This time we talk.

- How are you, Rach? Better?

- If we speak and will start a course in anger management. Recontra I apologized. Nor do I look, I think shame. And no, he's happy with the baby.

- Well, great. I do not want to be the ex resentful that gets, right? but I was worried.

- Yes, but do not do drama, Lul, seriously.

- drama I do not want me but you know what I think of these cases ...

- Yes . And I think the same thought but it's hard. Has quilombos in laburo not told you but he was promoted recently and nothing was downloaded to me.

- No excuse.

- Yes, I know, but good.

- You lived your life as you want, Rach. But make sure to keep living.

- not be extreme.

- I am not.

- Well, nothing happens.

- I believe you because I trust you. I hope you can handle it.

- If, stay tranqui.

- Well, you know I am.

- Yes, thanks. Me too.

- Besito.

- Kiss.

phrases I thought of the commitment. That "me too" was what he had to say. But she was not when I needed it. Just what I was worried about lying to itself. Can you control a violent situation? How do you get to the point of hitting you love? How to tell the real from repentance? And what struck me is that I was in that situation and had saved and I had reached as much as when it happened.

But enough of Rachel. Enough of a woman who loves me, but I need. Enough of being the friend, if you do not want to be the friend. is not selfishness. Baby, you're the selfish . Test dialogues are more pronounced than ever in my mind. I intend to be if necessary but do not expect that it becomes necessary. I say I have to make my life if it did it all his own. Just Rachel, do not come back. Enough of dramas yours, mine never even worse: never ours. Just to be the superhero that saves you. I have no superpowers. I have patience and old as they say, patience is exhausted. I have good intentions but I have tired. Just Rachel. Do not choose me. But I choose to me. I walk away gracefully, with the certainty of having done things the best way possible. I walk away with nostalgia, fear. But firmly. Just Rachel, just feelings adolescents. Not just me.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

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Books.

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read lots of books, but not all make me want to devour. Analyze the sentence construction, interlocking forms of content, development, balance, feeling and action. There are books for all these things they can not detach myself for a minute. Stand the basic needs for exploring. I want to advance the plot and form, but I hate think that the book, inevitably, will end. Others, poor books, I read at times, when you can, I read to distract me. Do not underline anything. Avanzo, in part, to see the end. Seeking fundamentals and analysis forms queda ahí: no encuentro un sentido (mucho menos varios sentidos). El libro pasa por mi vida como muchas otras experiencias, como rituales vacíos, como rutinas. De pronto avanzo siete páginas y siento que no me dejó nada. O me fui por las nubes pensando en la cotidianeidad. No son los libros más preciados, los del lugar especial en la biblioteca o en la casa, los intocables, los cuidados como oro. No son los que se buscan intensamente en la librería ni se releen y se subrayan siempre cosas nuevas hasta que el libro parece estar casi todo lleno de escrituras (a lápiz o mentales) y se los recomienda a cada persona que esté buscando algo para leer.

Hay ciertos libros en el medium. At first they look good. Highlights certain things. There is no such symbiotic attachment although the need for reading. Perhaps by the time one is living is some magic in the book. But then, years later, I re-read and the book is bland and underlined phrases have the mystery of why they are stressed. No more challenging. It is another book, although perhaps tinged with the affection that one day awoke.

Many relationships are so, like books. Moved by a person when it suddenly crosses the street and farewell after the smile remains. But the rest of days that person's thoughts or peers. Further, intense, do not let us imagine our lives without them. They are part of us, redefine, are valued, it goes back and forth, building a road, winding at times, but common way to end. Rachel is the book that I loved but I was caught, the only edition of that book you gave me but I had to return before the finish and I could not get it again. I left word for stress, spaces for new meaning, silence by understanding. I was in fourth or fifth page of a very fat book. And if four or five pages thus earned the penalty, then the entire book had to belong, sooner or later, to my favorite.