Five days after coming to home crying, I called his cell phone. told me no, wrong and cut, a sign that she was with her husband. The next day, two hours later than the last, I called. This time we talk.
- How are you, Rach? Better?
- If we speak and will start a course in anger management. Recontra I apologized. Nor do I look, I think shame. And no, he's happy with the baby.
- Well, great. I do not want to be the ex resentful that gets, right? but I was worried.
- Yes, but do not do drama, Lul, seriously.
- drama I do not want me but you know what I think of these cases ...
- Yes . And I think the same thought but it's hard. Has quilombos in laburo not told you but he was promoted recently and nothing was downloaded to me.
- No excuse.
- Yes, I know, but good.
- You lived your life as you want, Rach. But make sure to keep living.
- not be extreme.
- I am not.
- Well, nothing happens.
- I believe you because I trust you. I hope you can handle it.
- If, stay tranqui.
- Well, you know I am.
- Yes, thanks. Me too.
- Besito.
- Kiss.
phrases I thought of the commitment. That "me too" was what he had to say. But she was not when I needed it. Just what I was worried about lying to itself. Can you control a violent situation? How do you get to the point of hitting you love? How to tell the real from repentance? And what struck me is that I was in that situation and had saved and I had reached as much as when it happened.
But enough of Rachel. Enough of a woman who loves me, but I need. Enough of being the friend, if you do not want to be the friend. is not selfishness. Baby, you're the selfish . Test dialogues are more pronounced than ever in my mind. I intend to be if necessary but do not expect that it becomes necessary. I say I have to make my life if it did it all his own. Just Rachel, do not come back. Enough of dramas yours, mine never even worse: never ours. Just to be the superhero that saves you. I have no superpowers. I have patience and old as they say, patience is exhausted. I have good intentions but I have tired. Just Rachel. Do not choose me. But I choose to me. I walk away gracefully, with the certainty of having done things the best way possible. I walk away with nostalgia, fear. But firmly. Just Rachel, just feelings adolescents. Not just me.
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